I have been waitin now for almost 25 mins for the police to show up... stuck on a load that was sposed to be 34,000 pounds an is now 42,000 pounds, all out of my pocket, on an impossible time frame which is now made worse, goin to the middle of frickin no where in WY AND I'm now off route... after chasin a vehicle for 15 miles while on the phone to the police I lost em, unable to remain in the pursuit.. now I sit on the side of the road STILL waitin for the police to show up to report the right side of my truck which is now missin.... what a complete asshole, the guy of course wouldn't stop.. had no plates on his van an the best description I could give would mean absoultely nuthin now witout a company name, er a tag number er sumthin like that.... I miss my wife... it's times like this when I want to .. well either one of two thins, be dead, er cry on er chest for a while... this is San Antone for cryin out loud!! Where are the frickin police?!?! STILL nuthin..... my mirrors on this truck are a 1000 bucks a pop, trust me, I've already had to replace one from the same crap... typical.. jes typical.. this is my life.. an Sarah welcome to it... I've been sayin she should probly divorce me so I don't drag er down on my spiral to hell.....

Now what the heck happened?

Someone take out the right side of your Truck?

An to make matters worse.. I've already argued wit my mommy today bout goin to the east coast, an since she already KNOWS I'm sittin on the side of the road waitin on the police she calls me up to tell me bout this "oh so great load" that I have hauled three times in the past an has ALWAYS been bad... goin right to the east coast.... I hate my life....

Yeah, sorry Raspy, I probly wasn't very clear I'm very mad at the moment, takin an exit a guy refused to yield an then of course took off, an pancaked the right side of my truck takin out my 1000 dollar mirror.... someone jes shoot me now.....

3 PHONE CALLS... ONE HOUR LATER... i CALLED THE SAN ANTONIO POLICE... I'm drivin... caps was on for some reasoon, I'm not editin it... if some mod wishes to, knock yoursef out.... anyways.. I called them back said furgit it, if you cain't git ONE single cop in a city wit a million people er sumthin,.. then to hell wit it....

I have a 1000 dollar deductible.. thats probly the amount of damage on the truck... called insurance an filed a claim... wit no damn information... I jes told the gal, are you ready for a real sob story? she luaghed an we went on.... what a huge waste.. chock ANOTHER one up to the bad guys...... an then I havta wonder.. infact I really need some encouragement... because no matter what picture I look at I'm screwed.. then my mom says thins like God loves you an satan attacks etc etc etc etc.. yet.. big picture? screwed... lil picture? screwed... incident? screwed..... I am sooooo tired of bein screwed... if God loves me etc etc... why oh why on this fracked up earth do I continue to git the short end of the stick???? I am so frickin tired of everthin.......

oh... an btw... my fracked up mother took another worthless load goin to the east coast....... despite what I say... even when I flat out told er off bout the damn east coast.. an here I go... an witout a navigator....... jes great........ AND.... since I know the company its goin to... I havta pick up at a arena in downtown..... then go to the east coast.... an have no place to sleep.... jes great... thats it... if I live til Sarah gits home I am goin to git er to sign me up to go to Iraq er any damn where they'll pay... enough of this shit.....